Monday, July 28, 2008

why still?

Why am I still stubbornly holding on to this, seeing that I've already given up such a life?

Is it to show to people that it is possible to love forever?
Even if I can, they'll come up with excuses of why they can't anyway.

Why am I pitting myself against this thing anyway? My heart, it's scarring; It's worse than the scratches on my ring.


I am on my own on this one.

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

"We cannot change the cards we are dealt, just how we play the hand. If I don't seem as depressed or morose as I should be, I'm sorry to disappoint you." Randy Pausch, The Last Lecture (1960-10-23-–2008-07-25)

Tit for Tat said...

"In life, pain is inevitable, suffering is optional."

zefiriel said...

anonymous: I used to think that your comment was relevant. I was depressed that I was unable to find a rebuttal.

But now that I look at it again, it seems like it's totally off-topic.

You have no idea what my writing is referring to, right?

zefiriel said...

john t: thus, it is my honour to be given the opportunity to choose to suffer for the sake of my Lord Jesus. :)