Back to reality

Thank You,

For maintaining an illusion of stability and predictability for these past few years.
And for being patient with my over-staying the vacation for a year (which I do not intend to pay back!).

Time to start working on getting back into the real world.

Times up

The agreement was to let me play for 5 years.

That has been over for 4 months, and I'm late.

Today

I've always had ideas,
Of how my days could go,
I'd play them in my heads to get them right,
Over and over again.

But oftentimes,
Perhaps all the time,
They don't go the way they would,
My ideas not playing the way they should.

Though as the day goes by,
And as each idea die,
I'd still try to play each one of them,
The ones yet condemned.

But today it was a little bit different,
Though they didn't play well the same.

For today I expected to end the day,
By asking for her to lend her hand,
To hold them in mine and to tell her that,
I wish her all the happiness in the land.

But things weren't looking up,
I started backing out,
And I kept looking up and out,
To find me my way out.

And that was then she had her hands out,
Both of them held up,
Looked at me and then to tell,
That I am to wish her well.

So today her hands I gladly took,
Today I congratulate,
Today I looked into her dark, dark eyes,
And wished her a very good life.

Priorities

The problem with putting God in the center - instead of the top - of your priorities is you'll get confused if someone said you're "religious".

Girl power

If giving women more control over their lives lead to higher rate of divorce, so be it.

I'm done seeing a girl being so possessive of her husband simply because she has nothing else in life; I don't want to see another wife clinging on both life and a wife-beater simply because that coward is all that she has.

Stumbling block

To never, ever, hold someone back. Not at work, not in life.

Because of the fathers

There are people who have problem with (ignorant reading of) Exodus 20:5b, don't seem to have problem hating the children of a crook.